Miss yu pgal.
#altho yu dnt.
*i knw m tat gud * *frenshp -o--ver* neh...humesha foreva:)
Thursday, 29 August 2013
Monday, 26 August 2013
Perfection
Just saw a comment on a page where a girl comments on the grammar of the post & a guy comments saying that people are blindly following the posts. Just a thought - why cant people behave weird at times ? I mean its not always necessary to behave perfect . Is it ?
I personally hardly believe in perfection - for me - there is an unseen perfection in being imperfect. There is no fun if you don't act like a child & let your balloon fly up in the sky & watch it till it disappears somewhere among the clouds.
The love increases many folds - when you talk all nonsensical with your pals- cause you have the whole world with you to act formal.
You might love being in a restaurant & dining with spoons & forks & knives- but there is some other gist while you enjoy the masala of the chats in an open shop.
Speaking in English just to impress the world that yes you know how to behave while with others might be impressive - but kutte kamino wali galiyo ka bhi alag hi maja hai ;)
Making a perfect bun makes you look like a lady - but there is no harm in behaving like a simple kiddo with an imperfect pony .
We always or say mostly make our life oriented in such a way that we suit best for the world. We hardly leave a chance for others to say that we lacking somewhere.
During child days parents made it sure that we look better than the other colony children. While in school days we studied - to let other mates beat down in marks * perfection in scores too*. College started - & we ourselves did every possible step to get noticed amongst the batch. Few tried it through getting high scores-few through looking perfect-& for the rest -they tried achieving perfection in doing nothing. & now when we are salaried- we try to impress our respective bosses.
What more ? aur to shayad life bachi bhi nahi k aur impress kare kisi ko .
Dunno what had hurt me more today .. But jo bhi tha - its was not perfect at all. I wish - people try living lives in their own silly ways - rather than acting like a puppet to achieve perfection or rather attention. Trust me - there is no harm in being silly & enjoying life .
Past few days I have seen people who spread smiles- just a lesson learnt from them - "smile - whatever it might be - & yu ll know life is much simpler "
-A truly imperfect girl
I personally hardly believe in perfection - for me - there is an unseen perfection in being imperfect. There is no fun if you don't act like a child & let your balloon fly up in the sky & watch it till it disappears somewhere among the clouds.
The love increases many folds - when you talk all nonsensical with your pals- cause you have the whole world with you to act formal.
You might love being in a restaurant & dining with spoons & forks & knives- but there is some other gist while you enjoy the masala of the chats in an open shop.
Speaking in English just to impress the world that yes you know how to behave while with others might be impressive - but kutte kamino wali galiyo ka bhi alag hi maja hai ;)
Making a perfect bun makes you look like a lady - but there is no harm in behaving like a simple kiddo with an imperfect pony .
We always or say mostly make our life oriented in such a way that we suit best for the world. We hardly leave a chance for others to say that we lacking somewhere.
During child days parents made it sure that we look better than the other colony children. While in school days we studied - to let other mates beat down in marks * perfection in scores too*. College started - & we ourselves did every possible step to get noticed amongst the batch. Few tried it through getting high scores-few through looking perfect-& for the rest -they tried achieving perfection in doing nothing. & now when we are salaried- we try to impress our respective bosses.
What more ? aur to shayad life bachi bhi nahi k aur impress kare kisi ko .
Dunno what had hurt me more today .. But jo bhi tha - its was not perfect at all. I wish - people try living lives in their own silly ways - rather than acting like a puppet to achieve perfection or rather attention. Trust me - there is no harm in being silly & enjoying life .
Past few days I have seen people who spread smiles- just a lesson learnt from them - "smile - whatever it might be - & yu ll know life is much simpler "
-A truly imperfect girl
Sunday, 25 August 2013
To be happy
Life-a simple thing shyad-just like banks-debits & credits. Debit the tensions worries issues nd credit as much happiness,love,memories as yu can.
It took me long time to understand this. For me it was the debit side which held my way always-I never thought of being happy without reasons-just coz others stay happy if I stay so. But then somehow somewhere I had few experiances-which allowed me to take it in different way.
# My ma-who devoted all her life for me & the family-sometimes I wonder how can someone dedicate their everything just for others ? I mean she is the lady I really look upto. I dunno if I could be like her-but then I really wish I be atleat some percent of her. She never complaints-or rather she takes everything just for her family. kette hai na-niswarth pyaar.woi h ye..
# My family as a whole- Richy riches have so many things & still they cmplaint-but for us-a middleclass family-they are happy with everything jo bhi ye get -but in a condition that sabko sath sath renna h. togetherness is the only priority. & they never complain when together. Like others their are times that misunderstanding pokes out-but the feeling of togetherness settles everything down. love as always.
#My friend-panky urf pankaj sharma- trust me I have tons frenz-I might not be in contact wid everyone-but i definitely count them as frenz.Its not that they are annoying or crying ones-they are awsm-infact I have few bestest frenz too-but the only thing which separates him from the rest-is his nature -nature of innocence-truth-forwarding - openess-*will speak whatever it is on ur face*-etc etc etc.I have been seeing him since a long time-although have known him since few months back -nd from then to the date till now-he is all the same- happy humesha*atleast in face*. I have faced the broken him once-badly-but then I respect his spirits how he overcame everythng nd is spreading happiness again .
# & the recent one- a page -D ..hawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww -P its simply beyond my words-how to describe my enthu fo that page. I dunno if they copy the posts from somewhere-or their own-all I know is -they make me smile.They speak what they think is right-no cares for the rest-nd whatever they speak for themselves are the words of any aam aadmi-no dikhawa nuthng. People envy them -gosh ! but they hardly care coz they know they are there for the aam people not the hypocrites. They post they comment they reply-all is just to make others smile. just a pure way to keep the world smiling. I wish har koi ho pata inke jesa.
Just like these I hope I ll be able to smile to spread happiness for others someday atleast.I dont believe in second life-so I wanna be so in this life itself. Hoping a yess from the lord for this.
Good night :)
It took me long time to understand this. For me it was the debit side which held my way always-I never thought of being happy without reasons-just coz others stay happy if I stay so. But then somehow somewhere I had few experiances-which allowed me to take it in different way.
# My ma-who devoted all her life for me & the family-sometimes I wonder how can someone dedicate their everything just for others ? I mean she is the lady I really look upto. I dunno if I could be like her-but then I really wish I be atleat some percent of her. She never complaints-or rather she takes everything just for her family. kette hai na-niswarth pyaar.woi h ye..
# My family as a whole- Richy riches have so many things & still they cmplaint-but for us-a middleclass family-they are happy with everything jo bhi ye get -but in a condition that sabko sath sath renna h. togetherness is the only priority. & they never complain when together. Like others their are times that misunderstanding pokes out-but the feeling of togetherness settles everything down. love as always.
#My friend-panky urf pankaj sharma- trust me I have tons frenz-I might not be in contact wid everyone-but i definitely count them as frenz.Its not that they are annoying or crying ones-they are awsm-infact I have few bestest frenz too-but the only thing which separates him from the rest-is his nature -nature of innocence-truth-forwarding - openess-*will speak whatever it is on ur face*-etc etc etc.I have been seeing him since a long time-although have known him since few months back -nd from then to the date till now-he is all the same- happy humesha*atleast in face*. I have faced the broken him once-badly-but then I respect his spirits how he overcame everythng nd is spreading happiness again .
# & the recent one- a page -D ..hawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww -P its simply beyond my words-how to describe my enthu fo that page. I dunno if they copy the posts from somewhere-or their own-all I know is -they make me smile.They speak what they think is right-no cares for the rest-nd whatever they speak for themselves are the words of any aam aadmi-no dikhawa nuthng. People envy them -gosh ! but they hardly care coz they know they are there for the aam people not the hypocrites. They post they comment they reply-all is just to make others smile. just a pure way to keep the world smiling. I wish har koi ho pata inke jesa.
Just like these I hope I ll be able to smile to spread happiness for others someday atleast.I dont believe in second life-so I wanna be so in this life itself. Hoping a yess from the lord for this.
Good night :)
Thursday, 22 August 2013
Topic - Shail ; By - Shail :P
Logged in . Bored . Sad . & thought of writing heheh .. This time I asked shail what should i write . ketta luv :/ my foot . Fir ketta " shail " . To i thought chalo fine .. :P
In my these days jab I had parted with almost sabse. He was the one amongst my purana dost jo jab bhi milta ol - i had a time wid him . coz usey b kuch pata ni h =)) . & I dint want k wo b panky jese react kre mese :( . ik ni sambhalta mese - do kese ..
Its said that frenz know yu well. iske matter mey he does knowz me well- but meri har bewcufi he know better :/ My one reaction- nd he knows k meko wo baat ni smajh aai .. silly right :/ .. But fir khud i smjha b deta ;) . Ab i had such a bond issey k I can ask KUCH BHI isko -_- literally sabkuch i batata ye B| nd fir khud i gussa b karta k how cn I b so silly =)) uski kismat -_-
We were poles apart pele- but janey kese- aajkal meko iski baatei bha jati :o nd ye b maan i leta meri baat mostly :P .. coming to pangey lena lol :P he warns meko :o imagine :o as if :/ but jb i dnt listn iski to meko favr b kr i deta B| :P
Log pele kette - shail is a flirt . But jab jana isko - to ab i wanna say them k " khud jesa tucha plus gandi soch wala sabko na soche " . He knows how to keep the balance & its something I appreciate .
Phone pe be we r all d same :P the best thing in convoz jab ye apni prem ki dukhi stryz sunake khud i hass deta kabi kabi :P .. Ummm awwiissshhh banda yu knw :)
newys - mil lena mese mere marne k pele plzo :(
* in the coming days jo b ho - I wish humare bbiez b guddest frenz ban jaye <3 "
luv yu dherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sara >D<
ps - happy after writing a happy post after a long time
In my these days jab I had parted with almost sabse. He was the one amongst my purana dost jo jab bhi milta ol - i had a time wid him . coz usey b kuch pata ni h =)) . & I dint want k wo b panky jese react kre mese :( . ik ni sambhalta mese - do kese ..
Its said that frenz know yu well. iske matter mey he does knowz me well- but meri har bewcufi he know better :/ My one reaction- nd he knows k meko wo baat ni smajh aai .. silly right :/ .. But fir khud i smjha b deta ;) . Ab i had such a bond issey k I can ask KUCH BHI isko -_- literally sabkuch i batata ye B| nd fir khud i gussa b karta k how cn I b so silly =)) uski kismat -_-
We were poles apart pele- but janey kese- aajkal meko iski baatei bha jati :o nd ye b maan i leta meri baat mostly :P .. coming to pangey lena lol :P he warns meko :o imagine :o as if :/ but jb i dnt listn iski to meko favr b kr i deta B| :P
Log pele kette - shail is a flirt . But jab jana isko - to ab i wanna say them k " khud jesa tucha plus gandi soch wala sabko na soche " . He knows how to keep the balance & its something I appreciate .
Phone pe be we r all d same :P the best thing in convoz jab ye apni prem ki dukhi stryz sunake khud i hass deta kabi kabi :P .. Ummm awwiissshhh banda yu knw :)
newys - mil lena mese mere marne k pele plzo :(
* in the coming days jo b ho - I wish humare bbiez b guddest frenz ban jaye <3 "
luv yu dherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sara >D<
ps - happy after writing a happy post after a long time
Wednesday, 21 August 2013
Killing my life by myself
Dont know why but now a days I hardly talk with someone in common. Its not that I dont want to - but then I feel I make others sad - so I prefer not to . I am showing my presence in everywhere but I keep myself in a corner so that noone can stare . Recently I have been chatting with a guy who is all stranger to me- knows nothing about me - not because I am in need a new entry in my good friends list - but because he is a stranger - a stranger who knows nothing. Yesterday I told him everything -
Monday, 19 August 2013
one More day to write about
A normal day . A normal ghar office tutions calls texts watsapp facebook. nothing alag . Everytime i write here i feel like the most silliest stupidest idiotic crying girl jiske paas aur kuch kaam nahi h apart from thinking about you whenever she gets a chance & then gets upset & then write here like a dumb . But kya karu ? At the time jab i parted wid dodo - it was my decision - & so i parted wid everyone mutual between me & him . & also the reason was something els. But in your case - its just something I cant accept that easily. neither can i stop giving social appearnces nor can i be present & feel d ignorance. Tortured .
What kills me inside is that its hell effecting me only ? & m afraid that the next time I call you, u ll be saying that " ismey itna sochne ki kya baat thi.. mere paas aur bhi bohot kaam hai". &i know yu will .. yu still think that m silly enough to react so much itni si baat pe .. yu might think that to kya hua tat we r nt tlkin-lyf dono ki running ryt. But how do i make myself understnd this.
I dunno. everytime i pick up my phn - i feel like ringing you. but then i remeber ur last words - the straight ones - jo log mere sab mey nahi aatey mai unse baat nahi krta so hum nahi krnge baat . i guess tum samjh lete mene us din kya kaha tha.
I got so many things to say tumhe. remember how i have blabbered tumhare aagey ? lol. sabkuch ni . & now - i dont feel like sharing-altho i do - but then.
i mean m wid the rest of frendz- but wat shud i do agar i miss yu to. yu are also my frend. & ur absence does matters.
I wish tum ye kabhi na padho . coz padhke tumhe yehi kehna h k m stupid enuf to think itna. ya yehi sunna k it dint effctd yu at all.
I srsly evny thinking k ab u gt other nyc frendz who replaced me shyad. ya agar replc kara bhi nahi to atleast absence yaad nii aaney di- or d absnc was nt impt ryt.
neyws j . miss yu. hope yu dont make it too late to cm back.
ur frend .
What kills me inside is that its hell effecting me only ? & m afraid that the next time I call you, u ll be saying that " ismey itna sochne ki kya baat thi.. mere paas aur bhi bohot kaam hai". &i know yu will .. yu still think that m silly enough to react so much itni si baat pe .. yu might think that to kya hua tat we r nt tlkin-lyf dono ki running ryt. But how do i make myself understnd this.
I dunno. everytime i pick up my phn - i feel like ringing you. but then i remeber ur last words - the straight ones - jo log mere sab mey nahi aatey mai unse baat nahi krta so hum nahi krnge baat . i guess tum samjh lete mene us din kya kaha tha.
I got so many things to say tumhe. remember how i have blabbered tumhare aagey ? lol. sabkuch ni . & now - i dont feel like sharing-altho i do - but then.
i mean m wid the rest of frendz- but wat shud i do agar i miss yu to. yu are also my frend. & ur absence does matters.
I wish tum ye kabhi na padho . coz padhke tumhe yehi kehna h k m stupid enuf to think itna. ya yehi sunna k it dint effctd yu at all.
I srsly evny thinking k ab u gt other nyc frendz who replaced me shyad. ya agar replc kara bhi nahi to atleast absence yaad nii aaney di- or d absnc was nt impt ryt.
neyws j . miss yu. hope yu dont make it too late to cm back.
ur frend .
Three girls connected
..
They were from three different locations of the map .They dint knew each other before.They were far different from each other. They were three girls, who just turned to each others need ,from strangers.
They met in a orkut grup, but knew eachother in facebook only.They were freakz - in their own way & soon each one of them realised that the other two matches her with the same crazy level. They started having fun whenever logged in together. They waited to get logged in at the same time & have a blast . Whether in inbox or the groups or in phone or mesgs - they believed in extreme pagalpanti humesha sath . Theystarted sharing about smiles- tears-sorrows-shoping list-crush-dresses-food-bitching-sabkuch. Infact they might have never realised before that being online could have been so much fun . few envied & few waited for them to come online together & rest who needed peace did just the opposite .
But as its said - time never remains the same . They started facing real life problems - issues - tensions just like any normal girl . & they caught in the web of tensions in such a way that they dint came online . However they missed each other - the time - the fun - the sharings- sabkuch .
Now one is so cropped in family issues that she is hardly in contact with with her frendz
The second is struggling hard wid life - life which is fighting with medical technologies.
& the third - she is tryng to prove others that yes she is having a happy life - but the fact is - she is broken . broken for reasons which cant be stated shayad.
They hardly talk now - the 2nd & 3rd still tlk to the fullest whenevr they get the chance . But the 1st - she had kept herself away . altho she wants to join the two - but her worst situations are nt allowing.
They might not be together - but the love - still remains . Time has changed - but the crazypanti bond still remains. They miss each other - but the smile still remains . They might not be in contact tomorrow-but the connected heart will still remain.They might never meet each other - but the hope still remains. *Touchwood*
Luv yu pagloz
Wednesday, 14 August 2013
Scared
Arora asked kitne dino se nahi hua baat - I said wat i wrote in my previous blog "dint counted - myt b a mnth " .She said "kar le baat k ask kya h ".. I said "no I wont this time, he said directly k wont b talking to me nemore " . But then just the second later esa laga " kya sach mey kabhi baat nahi hogi " . i mean sachi ? i remember calling yu daily - sir khane k liye . nd daily we spoke ( prfctly sayng - i spoke ) itne der tk to tell my silly stuffz. nd ab ekdum se nahi hna baat ? yaar esa kya ho gaya .
Ek baar - atleast for once ek baar just try to tlk .. always i try - this time m xpctng yu to do .. coz I knw is baar d thing is diffrnt - & q esa dunno .. kya chal raha yu k deemag mey dunno .. kuch to h jo yu r hiding . I wish jaan pati . warna we had infinte fights - bt yu never reactd as such .
I never saw yu as such . I know if i call yu ab - yu ll react as if nothng happnd .. jese it was as normal for yu . I know its damn obvious fo yu .. but mere liye nahi .. tabhi i skipped this time .
Dont make it too late to realise that yessss i cared enuf to wait fo ur 1st step to move this time . & i know yu r too massooom to understand kuch bhi like *sanchi myt b hurt* . but not that careless to also na .
newys. miss yu . sachi . talking with strangers to prove others that yes m all fine widout the person jo almost meri adat bante bante reh gaya tha :/
luv
ur *not so imp dost*
Ek baar - atleast for once ek baar just try to tlk .. always i try - this time m xpctng yu to do .. coz I knw is baar d thing is diffrnt - & q esa dunno .. kya chal raha yu k deemag mey dunno .. kuch to h jo yu r hiding . I wish jaan pati . warna we had infinte fights - bt yu never reactd as such .
I never saw yu as such . I know if i call yu ab - yu ll react as if nothng happnd .. jese it was as normal for yu . I know its damn obvious fo yu .. but mere liye nahi .. tabhi i skipped this time .
Dont make it too late to realise that yessss i cared enuf to wait fo ur 1st step to move this time . & i know yu r too massooom to understand kuch bhi like *sanchi myt b hurt* . but not that careless to also na .
newys. miss yu . sachi . talking with strangers to prove others that yes m all fine widout the person jo almost meri adat bante bante reh gaya tha :/
luv
ur *not so imp dost*
Monday, 12 August 2013
death awaited
Day started pretty well wid my five yrs old bestfrend back in my life. Hours passed . & late at nyt got a ping from an unknown nmber in watsapp.with d display picture,i realised that it was shashank. shocked.mum.with no reactions. i got hyped. from whre does he gt my number. y had he ping . struck with questions i called dodo to say & ask what to do. he said to ignore. but how can i ignore someone with whom i had a relation? i mean love nomore exists now but still . m a human nd that too a girl. so just to cut d crap nd ask him to stop textng me-i textd him asking wat. nd after sharing few genral txtz,when he found that i was no more showng interest in him back- he replied * dhong mat dikhao mujhe bhi shauk nhi tumse baat krne ka *. i was like rastey ki rah chalti koi ladki hu mai . k koi bhi kese bhi react kar raha mere se. uska mann hua ping krne ka.he did.i dint supprtd to suna gaya mjhe hi. bhagwaan q rula rahe mujhe dnno. bt watz my fault. i dint contctd him ryt.
koi ignore to koi suna de ra. yeah. m a third clss gurl stndng here to justify sabke reactns.
q bhagwaan. jisko i dnt want in my lyf usey aap q ese la rahe. kill me. bt make my parnts strngr.but mai nhi le skti ye sab aur. if aap ho is world mey kahi nd padh rahe ho ye blog to plz. give me the death soon.
Sunday, 11 August 2013
Realised
* Going online in the group whereas you don't want to .
* Seeing someone online - whom you called your bestest friend sometimes before and now you two are not talking - * feel like slapping myself for going online then* .
* You know that person is ignoring you & you don't even wanna spend a millisecond in that place again * feels like shouting at him - for god's sake break the silence * .
* You realize that its only you who is disturbed & having the trauma - you feel ashamed of yourself that you cant even maintain a friendship long .
* You sit & cry - but deep somewhere shout at yourself because your tears show that you were too much depended on your that specified net friend .
* You write him as net friend & shatter because you even know yourself that he was a friend once not net friend- but now things are changed - for the unknown reasons .
* You feel like a bitch as you think always about someone who don't even remember that you exist .
* You feel like a toy - as you know for him you were no "yes she is my nice friend" types- you are just like the others in the friend list - and you d dumb girl took him as amongst the special ones in the list.
* You know you deserve to be called as a crap for being so attached to someone .
& I realise that yes m a bitch, stupid , emotional fool , illogical, clumsy , worthless of a kind for few * or for most * .
I wish i would have never entered in the lives of few.
* Seeing someone online - whom you called your bestest friend sometimes before and now you two are not talking - * feel like slapping myself for going online then* .
* You know that person is ignoring you & you don't even wanna spend a millisecond in that place again * feels like shouting at him - for god's sake break the silence * .
* You realize that its only you who is disturbed & having the trauma - you feel ashamed of yourself that you cant even maintain a friendship long .
* You sit & cry - but deep somewhere shout at yourself because your tears show that you were too much depended on your that specified net friend .
* You write him as net friend & shatter because you even know yourself that he was a friend once not net friend- but now things are changed - for the unknown reasons .
* You feel like a bitch as you think always about someone who don't even remember that you exist .
* You feel like a toy - as you know for him you were no "yes she is my nice friend" types- you are just like the others in the friend list - and you d dumb girl took him as amongst the special ones in the list.
* You know you deserve to be called as a crap for being so attached to someone .
& I realise that yes m a bitch, stupid , emotional fool , illogical, clumsy , worthless of a kind for few * or for most * .
I wish i would have never entered in the lives of few.
Friday, 9 August 2013
searching !!
Its been a long time we have talked . How much - dunno .. This time I promised myself on yu that I wont count the days - coz the more i count - the more my urges raise to talk . All i know is that its been very long now .. You have disappeared like a whirling wind - no traces although. No calls no texts no mails no facebook nothing . Worried - but ha I know yu are safe - yu have to be .
Its hurts everytime - whenever i realise that it was too simple for yu .. you were the one who gave speeches on friendshipz ha.. well yu also gave on moving ahead in life- & yu practically proved it this time . I must say yu are ( i doubt if its are or were ) words keeping friend ..
Its hurts everytime - whenever i realise that it was too simple for yu .. you were the one who gave speeches on friendshipz ha.. well yu also gave on moving ahead in life- & yu practically proved it this time . I must say yu are ( i doubt if its are or were ) words keeping friend ..
Wherever yu are - stay happy
miss yu .. & i hate myself for missing yu
miss yu .. & i hate myself for missing yu
Saturday, 3 August 2013
For the 5 duffers i know
After 20 mins we ll b wishing sabko a "Happiiee frendshipz Day" ..Wese to har day is a dost day - but then just like rakhi & valentines one - this one goes to the frenz..
Since last few months/years , I have made my five awesome frenz. We met thru net ( our group MOF) mostly- but then later with time the term "net frend" turned to " frenz" . I loved , or in fact i love sharing my life with them - nd hoped they felt the same too.Many a times I got a hard blow on my trust - but I always wanted them near - so - those blow hardly matterd. But now- as time has changed a bit - & the situations have changed too- so i think I will better write , than going & telling them how much they meant to me ..
Alphabetically ..
J - Kehte h na k at tyms esa kuch hota widin a splts secnd k yu dnt even get d time to react - wesa hi kuch hua wid me . saw-hie helloz - added - chatted - nmbrz shared - etc etc etc - too acha dost of myn - nd now today thingz r chngd . khair . its blvd k bss bolne se hi kuch nhi hta yu shud understnd also - ditto goes wid him . hardly spkz - but ha a good listenr - someone on whom yu cn rely he ll be wid yu whneva needed . age nhi - xprnc bolta h - he is much much matured thn me . LOL but yes. It ws alwys awsm to be with him - altho thousand ppl shw thousnd doubts - but we neva douted each other * not atleast I * .newys .. he will b a succssfl chap someday - wishes for that . rest .. nuthng . just stay happy - altho i hate whn yu r happy whn m nt - but still - truths cant b chngd right . even i hav accpted .
Palak - lol a total jhallo .. saw her first in orkut but knew her in fb nly .. total pagal .. matlab how cn someone be like this . joke bhi isey descriptive way mey samjhana hota tha. Within a very short span we grew stronger . Cares a lot. A real darling . Miss those typical girlish chats .. & i hated it jab she shared some ganda jokes with arora alone - thinking a sanchi ko bataya to she myt feel bad . LOL again .. miles apart but still we understand how it feels baby .. You are strong - & we are proud of that . Luv yu a lot . Hope even if also we dont sty d same frendz humesha - still the tyme spent sath mey will alwys be cherished. Miss yu to d core. stay blessed.
Panky - My guddest boy forever. although he shouted at me plus behaved so dam rudely . jab he cried did i shout at him . nahi na .. newys ..
I noticed him frst in orkut .. nd since then I am his BIGGEST fan. I cant understand till now tat how cn one be so geniune plus always khush typz - plus who cn bring a smile in kisi ka b face in a secnd . I mean he has his own sense of cmmnts. I always has respect him . Whatever he does - i know he does it for a good cause . & touchwood the respect will remain thruout. I always knew that he understands sabko. hardly we talk on senti stuffz. but last time how he reacted to me - i really lost it ..newys .. have a tearless lyf humesha. dunno real or reel ..but yes yu r a respctd frend fo me ..lucky enuf to know yu ..
Shail - errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .. kese janti isey nahi yaad - bass itna pata k he cn let kisi ko bhi to b his frend. maney ajnabi ho ya iske dost - chapar chapar always. a bindaaz typ ladka jo can say muh pe kuch b - nd wont even give yu a time to react . Bad mood - & a chat with shail = a superb mood :P ..i luv jab he is nt in his senses & raat k 2 -3 bjey cnstnt msgs lol ..senti wenti nii hna hta iske sath. always supprts me - jab jb we r talking about my ex :P . warna we fyt a lot :/ bt then luv him botttttttttttttttttttttttt jada - coz he makes me smile - jab I log in in fb - just coz m sad..
Supriya * Arora * :P met isko nd palak ko at d same time eh .. ya yu keh lo do dhamake .. khiski hui h mere jese hi :P ..kuch b bol lo - sun leti h - fark sirf itna h k sunne k baad chilla bhi leti h .. She is a book of mystry - i feel .. have her own dreamz ..Jab bhi i cry - not ltrlly - she is a 1st one to know .. At tyms i envy k m nt lyk her . sahi mey . she accepts life in d best possbl way - nd fir mepe chillati coz i instead of accptng prefer cryng :P
Just hope k will meet isko nd palak ko sath mey kabhi -D gosh :P if its possbl - then god save d prsns jo humare paas hnge tb :P a worst secrt sharer she is -_- but still i blabber sab kuch iske agey :P
luv dher sara bby -*
Earth is round - science says so .. I wish it ll pruv itslf right somedy - coz i dilse wish to meet yu ppl .. evn if nt meet to might be dekh hi lu kahi pe - weird i knw .. bt still .. chahe tb hum dost na b rahey to.. still :P apne great grand bacho ko kahaniya sunaungi tum logo ki :P lol :P
Life has been really b'tiful wid yu five . * cheers * .. dunia ki najar to lag hi gai h hume - bss i wish thingz go well jaldi ..
<3
Since last few months/years , I have made my five awesome frenz. We met thru net ( our group MOF) mostly- but then later with time the term "net frend" turned to " frenz" . I loved , or in fact i love sharing my life with them - nd hoped they felt the same too.Many a times I got a hard blow on my trust - but I always wanted them near - so - those blow hardly matterd. But now- as time has changed a bit - & the situations have changed too- so i think I will better write , than going & telling them how much they meant to me ..
Alphabetically ..
J - Kehte h na k at tyms esa kuch hota widin a splts secnd k yu dnt even get d time to react - wesa hi kuch hua wid me . saw-hie helloz - added - chatted - nmbrz shared - etc etc etc - too acha dost of myn - nd now today thingz r chngd . khair . its blvd k bss bolne se hi kuch nhi hta yu shud understnd also - ditto goes wid him . hardly spkz - but ha a good listenr - someone on whom yu cn rely he ll be wid yu whneva needed . age nhi - xprnc bolta h - he is much much matured thn me . LOL but yes. It ws alwys awsm to be with him - altho thousand ppl shw thousnd doubts - but we neva douted each other * not atleast I * .newys .. he will b a succssfl chap someday - wishes for that . rest .. nuthng . just stay happy - altho i hate whn yu r happy whn m nt - but still - truths cant b chngd right . even i hav accpted .
Palak - lol a total jhallo .. saw her first in orkut but knew her in fb nly .. total pagal .. matlab how cn someone be like this . joke bhi isey descriptive way mey samjhana hota tha. Within a very short span we grew stronger . Cares a lot. A real darling . Miss those typical girlish chats .. & i hated it jab she shared some ganda jokes with arora alone - thinking a sanchi ko bataya to she myt feel bad . LOL again .. miles apart but still we understand how it feels baby .. You are strong - & we are proud of that . Luv yu a lot . Hope even if also we dont sty d same frendz humesha - still the tyme spent sath mey will alwys be cherished. Miss yu to d core. stay blessed.
Panky - My guddest boy forever. although he shouted at me plus behaved so dam rudely . jab he cried did i shout at him . nahi na .. newys ..
I noticed him frst in orkut .. nd since then I am his BIGGEST fan. I cant understand till now tat how cn one be so geniune plus always khush typz - plus who cn bring a smile in kisi ka b face in a secnd . I mean he has his own sense of cmmnts. I always has respect him . Whatever he does - i know he does it for a good cause . & touchwood the respect will remain thruout. I always knew that he understands sabko. hardly we talk on senti stuffz. but last time how he reacted to me - i really lost it ..newys .. have a tearless lyf humesha. dunno real or reel ..but yes yu r a respctd frend fo me ..lucky enuf to know yu ..
Shail - errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .. kese janti isey nahi yaad - bass itna pata k he cn let kisi ko bhi to b his frend. maney ajnabi ho ya iske dost - chapar chapar always. a bindaaz typ ladka jo can say muh pe kuch b - nd wont even give yu a time to react . Bad mood - & a chat with shail = a superb mood :P ..i luv jab he is nt in his senses & raat k 2 -3 bjey cnstnt msgs lol ..senti wenti nii hna hta iske sath. always supprts me - jab jb we r talking about my ex :P . warna we fyt a lot :/ bt then luv him botttttttttttttttttttttttt jada - coz he makes me smile - jab I log in in fb - just coz m sad..
Supriya * Arora * :P met isko nd palak ko at d same time eh .. ya yu keh lo do dhamake .. khiski hui h mere jese hi :P ..kuch b bol lo - sun leti h - fark sirf itna h k sunne k baad chilla bhi leti h .. She is a book of mystry - i feel .. have her own dreamz ..Jab bhi i cry - not ltrlly - she is a 1st one to know .. At tyms i envy k m nt lyk her . sahi mey . she accepts life in d best possbl way - nd fir mepe chillati coz i instead of accptng prefer cryng :P
Just hope k will meet isko nd palak ko sath mey kabhi -D gosh :P if its possbl - then god save d prsns jo humare paas hnge tb :P a worst secrt sharer she is -_- but still i blabber sab kuch iske agey :P
luv dher sara bby -*
Earth is round - science says so .. I wish it ll pruv itslf right somedy - coz i dilse wish to meet yu ppl .. evn if nt meet to might be dekh hi lu kahi pe - weird i knw .. bt still .. chahe tb hum dost na b rahey to.. still :P apne great grand bacho ko kahaniya sunaungi tum logo ki :P lol :P
Life has been really b'tiful wid yu five . * cheers * .. dunia ki najar to lag hi gai h hume - bss i wish thingz go well jaldi ..
<3
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