A day awaited & passed ..

It was his bday.. & I was sort of waiting for it since the last few days..Awaiting not b'coz it was anything special - bt b'coz I had made an attempt to make it special .. special fo me ofcrs -P .. not fo him .. I was happy coz  I have written somthing big about him & for the first time he wud be reading something wriiten by me - fo him..& tat thought was keepng me happy & excited.. I have written many a tyms - & d frenz who have read hav luvd them too.. but in his mattr it was a bit different..As i knew that he is my that idiotic frend who wud read everythng & wud make a straight face as if he read nothing ..

Anyways .. D day arrived - I posted- everyone read #except him# - work was appreciated- i had a smile..But then somewhere down my mind I was waiting for him to come online..I was logged in the whole day frem my cell to check if he has came online or not..& he came .. came at around 4..replied in the post  #thank u snachi :) # yess he spelt tat wrong :x ullu :x .. but neywys .. i cudnt stop my laugh when i read his thank u lol .. it was lyk..TOTALLY UNACCPTED .. better wo chup rehta .. i wud have lykd tat more eh..

D day ended.. I was thinking about calling my stupidest frend to ask him how he celebrated his day - & so I did made the call..* fingers crossed if he wud rcv tat or not * ..he recieved..waah..But it was different..it was not the usual him.. I enquired - repeatedly - he said he was fine & was just having a normal chat .. I had no options but to agree..We chatted for few mins just - I was in all shock wid his *the gentle boy* behaiviour .. couldnt guess what happend..so after few mins .. we ended the call ..

At night when I went online - he was there - again back in his own moods. unpredictable isn't he .. anyways I asked nothing again .. I was just posting & replying whoever was coming .. But all of a sudden I started feeling depressed .. like I had nobody to share - suffocated - alone - nd what not.. I realised that I was missing arora .. missing her lyk her .. I needed to tell her .. tell her everything .. I stopped replying .. i just unfollowed every post ..

Ps.. miss yu bby .. jaldi aa.. Nahi acha lag raha .. na fb na chat na watsapp..

62 mins 13 secnds

Lol i rembr the exact tymng coz my phn helped me in ths :p newys i hv bn thinkng to pen dwn few mins of my lyf tat i shared wid one of my frend.. thrs nuthng spcl abt d mins or d tym spent bt thn i felt lyk writing aiwei..
itni der tk baat ? uh kisi se nhi hui meri.. jb i said him tat usko bda xprnc itni der tk baat krne ka to he said *ha ,3 baar to tumse hi kara h* lol :o i forgt :( k mujhe
b xprnc h thoda sa :p thnx to him:) lolable :p 62 mins mey kya kra humne baat :o lemme tell yu :) 20 mins baat :) 30 mins ladai :) nd 12 hold pe -)) kbi mere prnts kbi us duffr k -)) bss :/ socho :o STD cllz ka ye haal :x bt koi ni :)
hum 30 dyz bina baat kre reh chuke ..so 62 mins baat nt a big deal :( usey nahi fark padta..all he nidz is smone around.
.nd tat tym he ws free wid nobdy arnd to ho gai baat.. infct shyad meko b fark nahi padta..bt then i just wantd to add one more day to my *memoriz*..:) wid his big shot frend list whr everyone is spcl fo him i nevr xpct to hear kisi se bhi *yes she is his thodi achi dost* coz i knw its nt tru * i trust him on tat*..bt kehte h na..aap kisi ko thoda acha dost maan lo to its nt easy to sty par..so aftr thoz 62 mins..i lyk the SILLIEST GIRL in jorhat,kept on thinkng *hawwwww :o 62 mins kya kara :o* :p
i dnt knw aftr he sttlz in his lyf nd i sttl in myn-kya hga humara,whthr we ll tlk ,wll we b in tuch or think abt theze tymz?? kehte h lyf neva stopz fr nebdy..nd mere is mahaan dost ne accpt bhi kar rkha h tat evn if we dnt tlk-koi badi baat nahi..*RUDE*

rahi baat meri.. god knwz..
newys.. out of 30 dyz in a mnth ,3 dyz i feel him lyk a cloz frend nd rest 27 i just Hate usko :x :p
hope .... rene dete h hope ko secrt..lets c whthr d secrt hope gtz fulflld or not ..
amen :)