Read my post only if yu r in ne mood to know abt one of my bakwaas dyz ..els bhaiya read sum luv bukz kept in ur bukshelf ..
Writing a post now - i mean now when i have to read the MacMillan book, when the banking laws are just striking my head & are bouncing back ..
Well it must be something serious then - i was in no mood to write anything before my papers then what happened now :/. With my earphones on - FB page open ( Shail is alone in MOF :| uhhh nahi karni abhi baat kisi se .. :| ) nd obviously i have my books too :| - all i m duin is writing this post :o WOW :P
M here just to let myself know whats in my mind -_- today i added 1 more day in the list of " bakwasest day " in the yr 2012 :) No texting jada , no smiles in office ( errr my customers were staring damn at my strange look face :/ ) , no phone calls , i went ol , so that kal jab panky ol aaye he shudnt know that i was in my worst mood :/ .
But then there lies 1 sawal :o Y m upset ? ummm coz of last nyt chat ? ummm ha obviously -_- but fir maine to have replied shail sui na :o i mean sui iz no where in my gussa scene :| but shailllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll >:( uhh ussey bhi nahi hu gussa mai :| i knw .. warna i wudnt have replied uske silliieee last 2 mins wala msg ..Is it the noooo J wala thing which is pissing me .. ? NO i knw ..
I guess its the clarification which i m giving to d world about my relations ( with that person who became my close frend in less thn a year ).. hmm yea its tat .. ab gussa to ayega hi .. ppl think my protectvnss- care - talkz - sharez - spk up ur heart waley equations call it up for " best frenz " k lakshan .. but thn m i stupid or he iz d one who iz d idiot in d frame - jo bass chillatey firte h " hey listen - we r best frenz " :o
i have neva done tat ( i trust myself more thn othrz ) nd wo itni stupid harkat karne walo mey se to bilkul bhi nahi .. to fir why ?
PPl say that its d one syd of d relation which a ovaloaded with xpctations .. nd in tat syd m standing as a fool k koi bhi ayega & keh k jayega " yu tk him as ur bst frend but fo him yu r just a respctd lady :) " .. i fo an obvious reasn knw wat m fo him nd he too knwz what he is fo me .. stop commntng dunia walo ..we r nt FB posts k aao nd commnt kar jao ..ab yeah i say what i do - but tat doznt mean k yu start judgng kaun kiska kya h >:(
khair .. it wont end up i knw .. either i have to stop being the Miss who luvz her few relations beyond onez thot .. or he has to let ppl clarify their doubts ( Ps- wo esa q karega par - usne thodei theka le rkha sabka ) .. uhhh ..
Rishto ko bhi najar lagti hai - nd shayd ________ .. hope everythng goes well jaldi .. i dun wanna loose koi bhi frend ..
