In life with time - our priorities changes - so does our relations .. With few we spend thousand hours together & still cant accept that tat person as a friend - & with some we just spend a few moments and feel like being with him more.. We feel that we cant have a much better friend than him - to whom we can share sabkuch - without thinking back for a second- whatever that might me - starting from what we like to how much we hate few of our neighbours ..even if it is about the most silliest girlish talk - we dont care to think before sayng it to that person ..S U R P R I S I N G !!
In my case - i have got such frendship more than once..but both the times the situations were different although ..one was with dodo & the next was with * .. dodo was someone who cared lyk anything - he knew my every move.. he knew me well than anybody ..He dint need my words to know about what I wanted to say - he understood me in the best ways .. But as its said - good things dont last longer - same went wid us - we stud separated - dnt evn knw where he is .. but thn still miss him the utmost - coz till now nobody has understud or protected me in that way..
Now comes the second one.. if dodoz was the north pole - this guy stands in the south .. caring ? dur dur tak nahi :P meko janna ? uh he dont even understands my straight forward lines :/ silence dur ki hi baat h :P jo bhi i like - this banda hates - & jo bhi he likes - i hate B|
but then .. he knows that he is the one with whom i share all the sillie me .. from nothng to evrythng - he is the 1st one mostly to know it frm me .. & to my luck he knows it pretty well that how much i adore him as a frend .. not bcoz he is *the always wanted boy* .. but bcoz after dodo i hav found him that much comfortbl to share out my silliness..
However .. for him m just like the rest of the crowd .. I stand nowhere might be.. He takes me as his other frendz - & he dont care a bit while sayng " dunno y ppl or yu think tat i be special wid yu - howeva mai jesa tumhare sath hu same dusro sath bhi .." I know ths..know ths frm the very begnng .. & I have nevr demanded sayng " no yu hav to call me ur bestfrn" nope.. coz i know that m not that diffrnt frm rest .. But still na.. jitne baar he reminds me of this - utne baar i feel shattrd & strt feeling that I shud release him from my self .. at times i feel i have chaind him in some unwanted frendship - i shud give him way - but d next moment m afraid of loosing him .. I know how it hurts to stay away from ur best buddiez.. so i try avoiding his harshnss ..But wohi .. kab tak ? there will be a time jab we wont be talking anymore - tab what ll happen ..
He says he has gone through such stages earlier - so it dosnt matter for him - whoeva cumz or leaves his lyf..even I have faced those - but still i cant accpt it now..
Dunno how to handle or overcome such frendly traumaz lol :P jo bhi .. when i ll be nomore in his life - tab bhi he wont understand tat how much he meant to me - just lyk dodo - wo bhi nahi smjha k how much our frendshp still mattrz fo me ..
& the day he ll realise - i wish jada der na ho jaye..
complicated dostiz #
In my case - i have got such frendship more than once..but both the times the situations were different although ..one was with dodo & the next was with * .. dodo was someone who cared lyk anything - he knew my every move.. he knew me well than anybody ..He dint need my words to know about what I wanted to say - he understood me in the best ways .. But as its said - good things dont last longer - same went wid us - we stud separated - dnt evn knw where he is .. but thn still miss him the utmost - coz till now nobody has understud or protected me in that way..
Now comes the second one.. if dodoz was the north pole - this guy stands in the south .. caring ? dur dur tak nahi :P meko janna ? uh he dont even understands my straight forward lines :/ silence dur ki hi baat h :P jo bhi i like - this banda hates - & jo bhi he likes - i hate B|
but then .. he knows that he is the one with whom i share all the sillie me .. from nothng to evrythng - he is the 1st one mostly to know it frm me .. & to my luck he knows it pretty well that how much i adore him as a frend .. not bcoz he is *the always wanted boy* .. but bcoz after dodo i hav found him that much comfortbl to share out my silliness..
However .. for him m just like the rest of the crowd .. I stand nowhere might be.. He takes me as his other frendz - & he dont care a bit while sayng " dunno y ppl or yu think tat i be special wid yu - howeva mai jesa tumhare sath hu same dusro sath bhi .." I know ths..know ths frm the very begnng .. & I have nevr demanded sayng " no yu hav to call me ur bestfrn" nope.. coz i know that m not that diffrnt frm rest .. But still na.. jitne baar he reminds me of this - utne baar i feel shattrd & strt feeling that I shud release him from my self .. at times i feel i have chaind him in some unwanted frendship - i shud give him way - but d next moment m afraid of loosing him .. I know how it hurts to stay away from ur best buddiez.. so i try avoiding his harshnss ..But wohi .. kab tak ? there will be a time jab we wont be talking anymore - tab what ll happen ..
He says he has gone through such stages earlier - so it dosnt matter for him - whoeva cumz or leaves his lyf..even I have faced those - but still i cant accpt it now..
Dunno how to handle or overcome such frendly traumaz lol :P jo bhi .. when i ll be nomore in his life - tab bhi he wont understand tat how much he meant to me - just lyk dodo - wo bhi nahi smjha k how much our frendshp still mattrz fo me ..
& the day he ll realise - i wish jada der na ho jaye..
complicated dostiz #
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