Few words .

I know m serious kind of- i know i am not that fun luving always- i know i cry a lot - i know ppl have many more gud frenz thn me - i know i stand somewhere vry far in ur frendlist - i knw awl these .. yes i do !!

But is it that important that mie so called "frenz " have to make me realise once in two weeks that yes i am least vital for them nd i should accept it - i mean c'mon - after so maney bitter xperiances in lyf - few major ones infact - i have known myself in a much bettr way ( trust me i was not this few yrs back line ) .. nd someone thinks its a WOW factor that they ll make me cry & then they ll comment lyk " see i told yu - yu a very silly " - for them - yes i knw this pretty well - now will yu stop hurting me coz for yu it might be fun - bt fo me - m crying with aur my heart damn it- it srsly bleeds out d pain - m not that strong to bear .. so spare me..

You have ur frenz- go ahead - i never complained- & of course " Who M I To Complain ? " .. but at least dont compare me with them - i am happy with myself ( i shudnt b altho - coz i Lack few necessities fo being a gud prsn ) , but still..

Yes i cry - nd i wont call this my stupidity - few weeks down d line nd i might not know yu nemore- BUT - today if i knw yu & m crying fo you too- thn at least shut up nd move on,inspite of standing with me & laughing at my tears..

I hate being compared- i hate d realisation that " yes m not that trustworthy " - i hate myself for allowing others to make me cry- i hate myslf fo some hundred nd one reasonz..nd so as to compensate for awl these hatred- i cry ..cry lyk a baby..yes m cryng now too-but-m used to ..

I wish someday i ll realise that " people are meant to hurt me so it shud hardly effct me mch " ..its tough - but rayz of hopes are still alive !!