Smile Laugh Njoy - tatz awl wat lyf iz awl about na ? yea ;) * winks * :P But mine a different :( * sobz * ..
i cry more than i smile ..
i fyt more than i hug ..
i keep shut more than i blabber :P
tatz a me .. d very me ..
since d baby tym - i was vry afraid of losing wateva i hav .. m afraid of DEATH .. at times it goes lyk >
" yes m smiling today - yes i have awl i want - yes m planng fo d next minute - but wat if m dead in just the next second " .. I will be burnt .. is it eazy to accept fo me now .. i mean they awl luv me now nd when m dead i ll b burnt .. there ll be no me ? memoriez ll b there yea yeaa.. easy to console about urself ryt .. bt..uhhhhhhhhhh .. !! lol XD killz me inside .. i wish i wud hav been a christian or muslim .. at least i wont be burnt .. wat abt awl whom i luv .. hmm .. let it be ..
D next in mie list is losing the relations .. during my school tymz - parents said " frendz ll cum nd go " - uh i neva believed.. but now when m in d corporate lyn - trust me - i repeat d linez said to me - to mie cuzins " grow up kidz yu ll have more frenz in d cumng dyz " :P lyf changes wid age actually .. so does everythng ..
Aparting from mie ma papa granny uncle aunty cuzinzs- god trust me - i ll b dead soul widout them .. sumhow - esa kuch karo k koi marey nhi nd automatically thy get trnsfrmd into a new lyf .. is it possbl ? i mean c'mon .. yu r GOD .. kuch bhi yu can do ryt ? try this - m sure yu wont let me down ..
m afraid of marriage ryt now lol :P umm coz i have a long frendlist abhi .. nd wll mie hubby b tat undrstndng whu ll allow me to talk wid awl of them on daily basis ? he has to be .. koi to hoga itna undrstndng :) * me waitng *
thatz awl fo mie fearz now .. :P its nt gud to tell awl d weaknss at a go :P
chao !!
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