Friday, 27 December 2013

Long time

Its not easy to let go things - things which matters so much aapke liye. You let people influence you to the max- nd jab aap hurt ho jatey ho - yu blame them- q ? they never said tat they will keep yu smiling humesha ? You expected right ? Your fault . Not theirs. khair jo bhi. After struggling with your own cries, emotions, there comes a stage - jab aapko fark nahi padta . You are not effected with somebodyz acts. Rudenss is the word then.

Khair dont wanna write more. Ye bhi nahi likhti . But then somehow i got swayed with the time today & accepted tat i stoppd posting coz of some.................& after confessing tat i felt like i acted foolish at tat moment. So to prove myself wrong - m writing this.

But then - writing ths - to prove you tat yu dont effect me anymore. & agar effect karte bhi ho to - I will stay dumb humesha - shayad ab bhi mujhme itni akkal nahi ayi k kiske liye m insulting my emotions.

A strange relation - unsaid words- silent emotions - but then whatever it is - therez a word "relation" still related to this.

God bless yu . god bless me . god bless the respect I hv fr yu .

I wish you wud hav never gone 

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