I hate it more jab all of a sudden I gt the urge to dial your number & talk - I mean why am I that stupid ? I know you don't want to even stay my friend, I know you have ignored me crossing all limits, I know you don't even think about me - & still I feel like talking to you ? With each day passing I miss you more. Its not about missing its all like I need to be with the person who for me was a perfect friend.
Its silly but whenever I think about you only one thing comes up in my mind & that is that only I am thinking about you - you are not even bothered about me - might be busy with some good friends or like that . I envy . I should not but - can't help it .
Its been long time now that we have not talked. strange right ? Life has not stopped for either of us . But trust me I do miss you & god knows for what reasons. Now when you are not even in facebook - so I have no options to keep a check . Don't know where you are, how you are - just hope you are all well :)
Job lagi ? Results aa gaye sarey ? I hope I had somebody to answer these .
I will call you for sure - but not now. Not even in the coming few days or weeks . But someday I will . You will still remember me right ?
I hate myself for whenever I write about you the stupid eyes got filled up . Damn . Why don't they understand that I am strong enough . Just a friend . Not the whole world left that I should cry .
I hate staring at the moon as it stands as the meaning of your name - as you once said . If the moon can follow me wherever I go - why cant you be with me atleast for the being ? Miss you companion friend . & the heights - now when I got my old bestie back in my life- I even don't smile in his company . I am bad na ? I should not behave as such . But trust me - this behaiviour is not self made - its just I can't .
Anyway . miss you . stay happy & safe . I know if someday you read this you will say " pagal ho tum - life rukti nahi kisi k liye- itna bhi q sochti rehti ho " . But trust me - maine khud se kuch nahi kara. Its just happening with me . Ghar pe there is a big mess- shayad tum hotey to thoda sukun hi mil jata . I wish I could tell you .
Luv . Your friend
Its silly but whenever I think about you only one thing comes up in my mind & that is that only I am thinking about you - you are not even bothered about me - might be busy with some good friends or like that . I envy . I should not but - can't help it .
Its been long time now that we have not talked. strange right ? Life has not stopped for either of us . But trust me I do miss you & god knows for what reasons. Now when you are not even in facebook - so I have no options to keep a check . Don't know where you are, how you are - just hope you are all well :)
Job lagi ? Results aa gaye sarey ? I hope I had somebody to answer these .
I will call you for sure - but not now. Not even in the coming few days or weeks . But someday I will . You will still remember me right ?
I hate myself for whenever I write about you the stupid eyes got filled up . Damn . Why don't they understand that I am strong enough . Just a friend . Not the whole world left that I should cry .
I hate staring at the moon as it stands as the meaning of your name - as you once said . If the moon can follow me wherever I go - why cant you be with me atleast for the being ? Miss you companion friend . & the heights - now when I got my old bestie back in my life- I even don't smile in his company . I am bad na ? I should not behave as such . But trust me - this behaiviour is not self made - its just I can't .
Anyway . miss you . stay happy & safe . I know if someday you read this you will say " pagal ho tum - life rukti nahi kisi k liye- itna bhi q sochti rehti ho " . But trust me - maine khud se kuch nahi kara. Its just happening with me . Ghar pe there is a big mess- shayad tum hotey to thoda sukun hi mil jata . I wish I could tell you .
Luv . Your friend
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