To the selfish you..

People are too selfish right - I have faced this by myself many a times- but never believed that just like the so called " least important characters",  friendz - infact the great friends ,might get that selfish too. I always believed that whether its a smile or a drop of tear - you share wid ur buddy & yu are the luckiest person then .

Moving on about a friend - a friend whom I have known just  few months back . Dunno what clicked - how why & when he became that important for me that I started writing blog.. Writing just when he made me cry - writing just coz I cant say it to him, but I want him to know how i felt when he made me cry , how i wanted him hard wid me when I needed a friend to share my tensions - my happiness-my sorrows- but he was no where ..

He always does whatever he thinks is right - ho does whatever he thinks is ok . He accepts that he is rude & not gud at keeping good words wid friends- he says he wont be changing his rudeness for anyone - whoever that might be .. & I always accepted all his harshness his ignorance his rude words. No regrets either - i have accpted his friendship as in his own way ..

But then sometimes I wish - Kabhi to jaanogey tum,  k kitna dukh hota h when yu hurt me like this - unintentional hi sahi . Someday i wish you would know that I needed you by my side in my hard times - but tum nahi they - & i was fucking my time with the strange persons pinging me in whatsapp ..

Jab marji tab you come & make me smile & jab marji akela chor k rula dia ..

Wow..

Just like the biggest idiot i ll still wait for you to come back in my frenz diary ..
I wish kabhi to tumne bhi bata dia hota ur probz which urged yu to stay out of contact ..newys ..

miss yu lodz